|Current Residence: Sacramento, California|
Ideally in life, one would have happiness.
Dreams would come true.
Only the past could cause regret.
Never looking back, one would embrace this new found joy.
The bonds of love would never be broken.
Unfortunate circumstances would never dare show their ugly faces.
Natural freedom would be the only thing felt.
Dear friends would remain forever at your side.
Every single thing that ever made you happy would coexist within your life.
Relationships with those you hold dear would remain intact.
Sometimes though, the story is more complex than it first would appear.
The trick is to try to see through the eyes of another.
All people have a unique view on the circumstances surrounding their existence.
No two people have the exact same opinion, though some are quite similar.
Discovery of past injuries repeating begin to become apparent.
Why does it never hurt less the second time around?
Harboring anything but good will for those you care for is abhorrent.
Yet all the good will in the world isn’t going to take the pain away.
What will it take for the pain to be expected in the future?
Any chance it would lessen the pain?
Sometimes what you want the very most is always just out of reach.
If one thinks logically, at least love exists for one party.
For one reason or another, circumstances never align properly.
One wishes only happiness, it’s true.
Rarely a day goes by that it doesn’t cross ones mind.
Surely fate is out to sabotage ones happiness.
About this resolution, one is feeling so conflicted.
Kindness shown in the past has been stealthily withdrawn.
Evidently, a promise once made has been undone.
No wish for happiness has ever hurt more.